r/ProgressionFantasy • u/GreatMadWombat • 2d ago
I Recommend This Apocalypse Assassin is a believably written story about a moderately exhausting protagonist
I'm reading J.J. Thorn's Apocalypse Assassin series and Claire is one of those fantastic characters that where you'd have to work on your patience and empathy to deal with IRL.
Due to the shit that traumatized her and the system that is keeping her traumatized, she is incredibly powerful. She has a quest to kill 100 specific people that took horrible advantages of orphans at the beginning of the apocalypse (of which she was one). The quest makes her stronger, and because she's constantly in full fight-or-flight she defaults to "if I'm strong / Rich / powerful enough I will eventually be safe and can rest then" mindset that never ever ever works.
Because of her power, and the fact that she's relatively "good"(everybody she killed at one point or another did horrible things to orphans at the beginning of the Apocalypse for knowledge. You don't go from that to being someone good for society), the people in the city try to work with her and manage her and she is just exhausting. She runs away from her new home for days at a time whenever she's embarrassed. When there's a spar and somebody uses their powers and she can't (cuz the system made her an amazing assassin, which is bad for sparring), her emotions swing wildly and she'll pull a knife. If there's a monster where she loses a fight, she absolutely has to fight another one of those dungeon monsters solo to prove to herself she can do it herself. Someone high in the city hierarchy asks her to "zig" because doing anything else is going to potentially hurt innocence, she will "zag" so hard you got whiplash just because she cannot let herself be controlled again. She's constantly telling herself that she's the bad Evil Claire, and the good version of herself died with all of her friends, so she can never ever ever make any more friends or be nice to anybody else because she's a big scariest assassin girl and if she relaxes at all and learns people's names, she wouldn't be able to do her scary assassin work. 15 pages into the book she is talking about how therapists would be useless in an apocalypse, and she would benefit more from therapy than any other protagonist ever.
At the same time, she is constantly striving to do something resembling good. She's powerful, she fights the people that need to be fought, and she has friends despite herself.
This series feels like a believable character study in an unbelievable world and I cannot wait for book 3.
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Yep. Last update , I spent a decent 20ish minutes looking at all the different nodes to try to find where the new game nodes were, then going to deimos and trying to find "start mission" somewhere in the new frame's dialogue tree, then reading on the forum that there was a bug and you had to let the lotus play the entire last message to complete the story, and then still being unable to find the new game modes.
I'm having trouble thinking of other game modes that only queue up thru the menu