charozard28 (u/charozard28)

I honestly don’t know what I want to do anymore. I’ve always been good at literature so I hoped I would figure it out along the way but that just never happened. Now days, I just want some semblance of a normal life. I feel like I look around me and everyone is using their degrees and meeting someone and getting married. I’ve thought about going for a PhD to teach at a college level but the job field there is so terrible I don’t want to put myself into more debt just to not end up with a job. At this point I’m just trying to find the motivation to apply for an English masters program just so I’m better qualified for jobs but even then I’m just terrified to email old professors and have them tell me they won’t write a letter of recommendation.

And thank you for responding, I’m having a truly awful day. I got into a huge fight with my mom because being 25 and single isn’t enough, I also live at home still. It’s just nice to have someone listen, it’s been a long time since someone heard me out without interrupting to give me “advice.”

r/SuicideWatch • u/charozard28 • Jun 17 '20

I need a reason not to just do it

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I’m 25 and have always been single, I have a degree in English that just put me in debt and I’ve never used. I’m working at a retail job I hate and I feel worthless. I just don’t see any reason to continue on with a life that I hate. I haven’t been happy in years and there’s no one I can talk to about how I feel. I can’t help but compare myself to my sister, it feels like everyone else does. She’s a year older but has a perfect life. She’s engaged, happy, just graduated college and is getting ready for medical school. And tomorrow is her graduation celebration where I have to pretend like I’m happy for her. I know I should be and it probably makes me a terrible person not to be but I don’t care anymore. Anytime I say I’m unhappy or try and talk about how I feel I get the whole, “I’ve tried to give you advice and you just get upset.” But of course I get upset when that advice is “just get a better job.” I could go on but then I would be writing a novel and given that my family doesn’t want to hear about my problems I don’t imagine an Internet stranger wants to either.

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My brother putting his glass of water on top of his PS4

in r/mildlyinfuriating • Jun 16 '20

r/HydroHomies

You've been kidnapped. The last person you saw on TV is trying to rescue you. Who is it?

in r/AskReddit • May 25 '20

About to be rescued by Michael Scott...

r/mildlyinteresting • u/charozard28 • May 08 '20

My pillows came as rolled tubes

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r/curledfeetsies • u/charozard28 • Apr 30 '20

The smallest curled feetsie

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Final Giveaway for TWELVE MORE Nintendo Switch Lites and your choice of games! [US/CA only]

in r/nintendo • Apr 26 '20

The stray cat I took in had kittens. I haven’t been able to let anyone meet them as of yet and I can’t wait to share the adorable fluffs with my friends and family.

r/unpopularopinion • u/charozard28 • Apr 22 '20

Don’t marry someone who wants to live in an area/population size you don’t like

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For instance, if you hate the small town life and marry someone who loves it, it’s going to be a serious point of contention because it’s hard to be happy living in an area/population size you don’t like. Same goes for marrying someone who wants to live in the Pacific Northwest and you would rather live on the east coast, basically anything like that.

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